Baba´s Dream: "Guru Sakash Mantra"
I was iniciated when i was 15 years old. I had a dream about me letting go something very dark, as it was very dark clouds behind. I was sitting down in some room w many people. Some were singing and some were sitting w their eyes closed and in the middle there was a photo of someone.My 1st yoga class was very special. I didnt know anyone. I entered in the room and saw everybody doing kiirtan.I thought to myself. "What are this crazy people doing moving to the left and right side and what are they singing and 4 what, to whom?". So instead i sing and dance, i sat down and closed my eyes.Something was disturbing my mind and i openned my eyes and saw a photo in front of me: Baba pic...
I stood up immediatly, went 4ward and screamed to myself: "thats the man i saw in my dream!! its Him!"- and started to cry.This day was very special, but i was very confused about what happened. As my yoga teacher told me to do meditation be4 go to bed, i did it and went to sleep.This night i had a dream w Baba: there was 1 Dada (i dont know the name and barely could c his face), he wanted to go to somewhere. He was driving a car and i was sitting next to him and a brother behind in the car.It was a very rainy and cloudy day.
On the way Dada was getting difficulty to c the road.Suddently, i saw someone walking on the right side of the street. Someone was sending some kind of code. So i said to Dada- "Dada plz stop the car, stop the car!! I c someone in the street!"Dada stopped the car and i came out from it. I walked towards the person. Getting near and near, just like a slow motion machine...and when i got really near to the person, i looked up and...Baba smiled at me!I screamed His name "Baba!" and bended my knees on the wet and w stones ground and i said Namaskar. Baba smiled at me and offered me His Flower Garland and puff...desappeared!!
I only could scream "Baba, Baba...dont go! I want to talk to you! Come back!", but is was already 2 late and He was gone!! I walked to the car where was Dada and the brother and spoke to Dada, crying.Dada told me said to not worry, that i was a special girl, and something good just hapenned. I looked back and the brother has fall in samadhi...
At this moment, my dream finished and i woke up.When i woke up, i went straighly to my computer and started to type what code Baba was trying to tell me be4 i come out from the car.This dream repeated for 9 times and everytime it hapenned, i would type on my computer.Other day, i was looking 4 something from Baba on my computer and i found this dream.I found out there were 9 dreams and there were 9 words (as a code). I didnt know what was that.These last days i was talking to 1 Dada and he asked me about Guru Sakash. "Never heard", i said. Then i remembered the file i had found and openned it again. I sent it to Dada and he told me "Thats Guru Sakash mantra!!"I feel happy to have such a dreams w Baba, but i am very confused what Baba wants to say about giving me Guru Sakash. What its suppose to do or to be. Only have 1st lesson and i know nothing...But i feel really blissful 4 having such a dreams w Baba, its very special!
I stood up immediatly, went 4ward and screamed to myself: "thats the man i saw in my dream!! its Him!"- and started to cry.This day was very special, but i was very confused about what happened. As my yoga teacher told me to do meditation be4 go to bed, i did it and went to sleep.This night i had a dream w Baba: there was 1 Dada (i dont know the name and barely could c his face), he wanted to go to somewhere. He was driving a car and i was sitting next to him and a brother behind in the car.It was a very rainy and cloudy day.
On the way Dada was getting difficulty to c the road.Suddently, i saw someone walking on the right side of the street. Someone was sending some kind of code. So i said to Dada- "Dada plz stop the car, stop the car!! I c someone in the street!"Dada stopped the car and i came out from it. I walked towards the person. Getting near and near, just like a slow motion machine...and when i got really near to the person, i looked up and...Baba smiled at me!I screamed His name "Baba!" and bended my knees on the wet and w stones ground and i said Namaskar. Baba smiled at me and offered me His Flower Garland and puff...desappeared!!
I only could scream "Baba, Baba...dont go! I want to talk to you! Come back!", but is was already 2 late and He was gone!! I walked to the car where was Dada and the brother and spoke to Dada, crying.Dada told me said to not worry, that i was a special girl, and something good just hapenned. I looked back and the brother has fall in samadhi...
At this moment, my dream finished and i woke up.When i woke up, i went straighly to my computer and started to type what code Baba was trying to tell me be4 i come out from the car.This dream repeated for 9 times and everytime it hapenned, i would type on my computer.Other day, i was looking 4 something from Baba on my computer and i found this dream.I found out there were 9 dreams and there were 9 words (as a code). I didnt know what was that.These last days i was talking to 1 Dada and he asked me about Guru Sakash. "Never heard", i said. Then i remembered the file i had found and openned it again. I sent it to Dada and he told me "Thats Guru Sakash mantra!!"I feel happy to have such a dreams w Baba, but i am very confused what Baba wants to say about giving me Guru Sakash. What its suppose to do or to be. Only have 1st lesson and i know nothing...But i feel really blissful 4 having such a dreams w Baba, its very special!