Baba´s Dream- "Baba shows the way"
I was 20 years old at the time. Still studying. My teacher asked to make a story w our creativity. At the time, i was struggeling w a strong and deep depression. I thought "I make up so many stories to people not notice me. I am afraid. I will always be Miss Invisible!"As everyday, i made my homework, i cooked and made my asanas and meditation, surrending to Baba only 4 His Bakti.So tired and sad i went to sleep and had a dream about bettween a Man and Baba:I was sitting next to Baba w margiis Didis and Dadas aound the fire on the forest, talking, laughing, playing and singing kiirtan and prabhat saungiit. Everyone was happy near to Baba.
Baba was talking, asking: "...And what about if somebody comes here sad, without hope...what should I say...?"At those moment a man got at the place and asked: "Please Sir, can you help me? I am living alone and I dont have nothing!" Baba answered: "Walk, walk, find your way without fear or shyness, because..." And the man walked away finding his way.I asked to Baba if those man would find his way alone and Baba said No, cause he didnt have faith, he walked away but where is his spirit? - "In a few minutes he will come back..."- Baba saidWhen everybody was singing for Baba, the man came again and said: "But Sir, Iam lost, I have nothing, even a friend to support me...! How can I be happy, Sir? " And Baba replied: "You are never alone and helpless...You must not argue, you must think twice, you must "Do" or "Die"! Go, help others, feed them, take care of them, cook for youself, make them happy without expecting nothing back, be happy! Go, go, find your way!"
The man walked and walked...This man, tried to find a better place to live, helped poor people, fed them, created a space at his house for people sleeping or living.1 day after many years, this man felt sad. He thought about what Baba said "You are never alone and helpless..." But Baba never appeared anymore, and he was alone.When this man was sad, without hope, he saw somebody walking far, far away. Baba got at his place and with His kindly smile and love, asked "Sir, why are you sad? You are never alone and helpless, the force that guides the stars, guides you too - are you happy?" And the man looked at Baba, and, with his eyes full of tears, putting his knees on the floor and touching Baba´s clothes, he said: "My Lord! Yes, Iam happy!"
I woke up w my phone ringing. Time to do my sadhana, take my breakfast...and go to school.I was wondering why such a dream came to me.This day, i went to school. The teacher started to talk about writing the stories. As always, i didnt know what to write. So, i rememberedmy Ista Mantra and started to repeat again and again while teacher was talking.Suddently, i remembered about the dream. I realized that Baba made me dream w Him to show my way. I realized also that i am also never alone and helpless and He is always w me.
So, i took my pen and my note book and started to write all my dream.After all, everyone enjoyed my dream. I could c why i was depressed and why i was Miss Invisible. Thats called "creating our own reality".Doing Seva, praise our Baba, doing sadhana...
Baba was talking, asking: "...And what about if somebody comes here sad, without hope...what should I say...?"At those moment a man got at the place and asked: "Please Sir, can you help me? I am living alone and I dont have nothing!" Baba answered: "Walk, walk, find your way without fear or shyness, because..." And the man walked away finding his way.I asked to Baba if those man would find his way alone and Baba said No, cause he didnt have faith, he walked away but where is his spirit? - "In a few minutes he will come back..."- Baba saidWhen everybody was singing for Baba, the man came again and said: "But Sir, Iam lost, I have nothing, even a friend to support me...! How can I be happy, Sir? " And Baba replied: "You are never alone and helpless...You must not argue, you must think twice, you must "Do" or "Die"! Go, help others, feed them, take care of them, cook for youself, make them happy without expecting nothing back, be happy! Go, go, find your way!"
The man walked and walked...This man, tried to find a better place to live, helped poor people, fed them, created a space at his house for people sleeping or living.1 day after many years, this man felt sad. He thought about what Baba said "You are never alone and helpless..." But Baba never appeared anymore, and he was alone.When this man was sad, without hope, he saw somebody walking far, far away. Baba got at his place and with His kindly smile and love, asked "Sir, why are you sad? You are never alone and helpless, the force that guides the stars, guides you too - are you happy?" And the man looked at Baba, and, with his eyes full of tears, putting his knees on the floor and touching Baba´s clothes, he said: "My Lord! Yes, Iam happy!"
I woke up w my phone ringing. Time to do my sadhana, take my breakfast...and go to school.I was wondering why such a dream came to me.This day, i went to school. The teacher started to talk about writing the stories. As always, i didnt know what to write. So, i rememberedmy Ista Mantra and started to repeat again and again while teacher was talking.Suddently, i remembered about the dream. I realized that Baba made me dream w Him to show my way. I realized also that i am also never alone and helpless and He is always w me.
So, i took my pen and my note book and started to write all my dream.After all, everyone enjoyed my dream. I could c why i was depressed and why i was Miss Invisible. Thats called "creating our own reality".Doing Seva, praise our Baba, doing sadhana...